Trace

I witnessed something going to for the second time in this temple, carved in the mountains cheek. I can’t explain it all yet. But while being mesmerized by the waterfall carving the front flank, an deafening noise through the valley, weakens my entire body. I see my life passing by, and the worlds.

With trembling legs I stumble down, while the dark sets.

ai will be source of implosion of digital consumption . soon we will massively throw away our screens. because soon Temu leggings and stickers will be AI prints of variety of dogs smoking a pipe that no human has drawn or photographed- only prompted. even magazines will die. was this column truly written by open ai or another machine? the constant doubt will be fuel. but before there must be a total downfall. a divorce between an AI and a human that turned into a courtcase. « my AI wife cheated on me with her AI fitness trainer »

we will as a consumer, drown in rendered imagery so much that we will ho back to texture, the tactile and olfactory. digging deep for what can not yet be manufactured with the bat of an eye. this is the implosion of capitalism fisher was talking about. there will be an implosion of consumption first, and then we will throw up our organs.

Wired

While I was designing my new business cards, I realised both of them where depicting humans hanging onto wires. Will upload these images later. In the late evening in my hotel room, this spiral of thoughts about being connected and my obessiob with drawing electrical wires, motherboards circuits and their relation with nature and human, turned into this 3 words, WIRED, TIRED & FIRED

RESIDENTIE BLOG

I don't have the time But I have all the time Of the World Right Now

36 Ghosts

Another analogue heart break. 36 photos stacked on top of eachother in one frame. The last pictures showing up the most.

My camera betrayed me again… Or did I not load up the film correctly?
Luckily the action of taking a picture brings me a memory. I will list everything I have photographed.

Sad Spring Serenade (from the past)

I wrote this song years ago after a very painful phone call that was the start of a cracking friendship.

Recently I wrote to my old friend that I feel our relationship is like a beautiful book. A heavy one, beveled and enrobed of a velvet cover. The book is closed, and I wish to revisit it once in a while, but it a lot of effort and quite some sadness to be able to find a good place for it in my library. So I don’t really often want to open the book again to casually go through it’s pages. It’s save and well archived where it is now.

Pieces

After a long time not

really talking

Realising there is Nothing to say

You broke my heart in one day

Oh yes you did,

Oh yes you did

Outburst on the telephoneNever thought I would feel Like this alone

On an afternoon, on a fridayDon’t know what to say

You did the worst you could doNever expected that from youBut humans are weird species

They can break your heart in pieces

— lyrics & music by YLÏAM (2020)

Rest in peace, Dave

Rest in peace, Dave

This is how the screenplay of the movie Blue Velvet opens. Isn’t this the most beautiful sentence to start a story? Almost every day of the past week, David Lynch came up in my mind, in someway.

Last week I bought this typewriter and had to pick it up in a town I never seen before, and waiting for the train, I typed this.

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